ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

ants all over the class? check.

kids acting up because it's hooooooot outside? check.

air conditioning that acts up? check.

layoff notice? check.

3 DAY WEEKEND?!?!?!?! CHECK!!!!!

and.....I don't have to be in class Monday through Wednesday....

happy thoughts, happy thoughts ;-)

Tuesday!!

It's Tuesday...which means I just saw another car show!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............when will the madness end?!?!?!

Why am I so fixated on car shows??!? Why is my life measured by them?!?! How do I escape them and the mundane routine they represent?!?!

so....

i guess i'm back to this blog, cuz my other one is supposed to be kept "professional"...i hate this double life i have to live as a teacher....on the one hand i'm a role model and on the other, i don't give a sh*t! it's hard when the two collide....whatever.

so i'm trying to not let all this recent ish consume me, but it sure is trying. it's like the more you try to not think about it, the more it's constantly on your mind...

work sux, btw. but, you already knew that. 50 more days, 50 more days =/

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i hate feeling jealous!! ihate that i cant stop feeling jealousy!!! grrrrrrr

life happened...

between my last post and my most recent one....two years passed and i didn't write a thing -- not a one.

Another Tuesday, another car show

It seems like my life as of late is measured by car shows. They hold these car shows every Tuesday where my bf works and for the past month and a half, all I recall are these car shows. Go to work, go to lunch, pick up baby, go home, car show. Go home, sleep, go to work, lunch, baby, car show. Repeat. Repeat.

But for how long?

It feels like time is a blur and I can't remember enjoying anything anymore.

I have to put an end to this cycle...

hopefully before the next car show...